Posts Tagged ‘Shit’
Soon
The review of last weeks episode of Lost will soon be published and of course a great song from the latest
Flight of the Conchords episode. Later. Not now. Time. I hate time. I love time. Well, see you all later.
Everything will be alright
Sunday, again. I’m getting really bad at updating and that’s a fault I really can’t accept. I’m wondering about
how to proceed with this one, I want to spice it up a bit but time is of relevance and I don’t have much of it.
Well some days I do but I don’t take the time to do something about it. Started a new blog a while back for all
you Swedish readers if you might prefer that, it’s me and a friend of mine just spicing life up. Of you that’s
interested you can read more in a couple of days when we got it up and running the right course. See you all
later today with something new and exciting, hopefully! Bye for now.
Crushing the barriers
Now it’s time to crush the barriers, time to relieve everything, no secrets, no embarrassment, no rejection. Time to not hold back at anything at all, time to care about myself. I care enough about everybody to be called a saint, I love my friends more than life, I love my girl, more than anything. I love life but without any of you I would be just me, just a little piece of shit in a dumpster. Well, not that bad but something like that. I’m fuckin’ awesome, all because of you all. These past days I’ve been writing and writing but nothing has come out of it but it has not been a waste of time, ’cause every written word means something special, certain meanings of life. But all 15 drafts I have written are all containing at most 5 words each, just like a stone has fell on my head and making me not remembering how to do but as always, things always turn out to be quite good at the end.
The facts
This week I’ve written 13 drafts and none of them are published, shame on me. It feels like I’ve hit a brick wall going 100 mph. And my head feels both heavy and empty, a sort of emptiness I haven’t felt for quite some while now. But it always comes back to this, me feeling the emptiness and things coming in the way of my writing, crazy things. I think it’s my head playing some mind tricks on me, forcing me to fail with my own goals just so that I can start from the beginning. I hate it but I’ve learned to live with it.
It’s the awesome things
Only a couple of hours old and already living it’s own life, TV-Frenzy is now over at “Pretty Fuckin’ Awesome Shit” or “pfas” to simplify things a bit. Lovely right? Very much needed, just so that I don’t mess up things, as always. So from now on, most Television news will be over there and only mentioned here, like a quickie, except Lost which I will cover both on Donkey Punch! and over at Pretty Fuckin’ Awesome Shit. More thoughts after the jump.
